Thinking of you..

2010-07-17T09:00:00.005+08:00

WOW , ITS BEEN SOOOOOO LONG SINCE I BLOG.
so many things happen , and changed.
but still some things remain deep down in my heart.
v happy nowadays . ^^

some impt person left me..
some impt person came in to my life (:
but life have to go on eh ?
things changes every now and then.
we must get use to it ^^

some things i will rmb for life.
because they are precious memories.
some things i will jus forget ,
because it only hurts me.

ANWYAY , thanks chloris for the lovely present,
and the muffin ^^ and of course the letter :D
what a lovely mei i got :P

2010-03-07T23:31:00.001+08:00

dead ;x got mood then continue blog bah.
alot things happen this few days.
hais . .
dont wanna think bout them (:
hope things get better.

2010-02-20T16:18:00.001+08:00

FUCKKK , NV COME ON FRIDAY.
THEN NV LEARN E - A MATHS
MONDAY TUES GOT TEST!
HOWHOWHOW ?
WHO TEACH ME PLS T_T

2010-02-19T08:28:00.005+08:00

I think of you every single morning . .
Every single night . .
I can't do the things I used to enjoy.

Every time I think about the future,
which is not going to happen,
my heart cracks.

I want to talk to you . .
But you do not want to.
I am feeling worse this way. .

Do I suck too much?
Why this always happen . .
Same story line . .
Different person . .
But this time , I can feel that I am 10x sadder.
Why ? I dont know.

I really want to be friends with you again.
Because you changed my life ,
without you ,
everything seems very different. .

But , by being your friend. .
Every time I look at you ,
I will think about the past. .

You don't feel anything . .
Or maybe you do.
But I'm sure it doesn't hurt you a little.
As me for , it is a different story.
And now you just want to ignore me. .
One stone kill 2 birds huh ?

I cared about you ,
so I will help you in anything.
Whenever you need me ,
so I will be there.
I love you,
so I'm afraid to mess up .

I know I am not important anymore,
or maybe not even important in the beginning.
Maybe it is all lies,
maybe it is all the truth.
What you tell me before,
seems to be doubting me now.
Have I really changed your life?
Do you really mean everything that you once said before?
If you mean it , you wouldn't be doing this now.

Been a very wonderful month with you.
Hope things will get better.

2010-02-17T22:12:00.002+08:00

Move on in my life.
Face everything myself (:
No more such nonsense liao.
That's how you LIVE.

:D

2010-02-17T20:35:00.000+08:00

You came into my life for 1 month and 10 days.
I really enjoyed it..

2010-02-17T18:58:00.001+08:00

Lame la ,
Everyone is the same.
Fuck everyone .
_l_ ,
There is nth perfect .
Fuck my life

Fuck my life

Fuck my life

Fuck my life

Fuck my life

Fuck my life

Fuck my life

Fuck my life

Fuck my life

Fuck my life

Fuck my life

Fuck my life

Fuck my life

Fuck my life

Fuck my life

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Fuck my life

Fuck my life

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Fuck my life

Fuck my life

Fuck my life

2010-02-15T13:04:00.001+08:00

I love you.
I just want to be with you.

2010-02-07T23:07:00.001+08:00

Which way should I go?
Left or Right?

2010-02-07T15:21:00.002+08:00

Everytime my phone ring,
I expect it to be you.
But when I see my phone.
I realised it was other people.

When I msg you a whole chunk of things.
You replied back " Oh "
Then you will feel this thing..
Who have this feeling before?

2010-02-07T09:29:00.000+08:00

1 Month (:

2010-02-07T09:25:00.004+08:00

Had fun yesterday (:
Though didn't do much.
Very happy :D
hmm , though feel abit ..
haha .
But end up going home early.
Wished i could stay longer .
:(

Aiya , today sure very boring ..
Going father house do housecleaning ? -.-
ZZZZZZZZZZ

2010-02-05T20:52:00.000+08:00

Everytime I am speechless with you.

2010-02-04T19:41:00.001+08:00

I want you in my heart.
I only want you as a friend in my face.

2010-02-03T21:15:00.002+08:00

I only can get what I truly wants in my dream.
It is always painful in the end ,
and happy at the start .
But some people can be happy without any ending.
I wish I can remember my dream ,
And of course , aim for it.
And hope dream change into reality one day.
Or I can choose to stay in my sleep forever.

2010-01-30T09:04:00.002+08:00

Shun Ren house really like president house.
My house like garbage-.-
The other pics is from wanling house ;P
COZY room (:
Took some group pics =]
Got 1 group pic my face like _l_
call it act cute face or anything LOL .
Cos i laughing halfway they go take -.-

2010-01-28T21:18:00.001+08:00

Why is there always cupids striking me with their arrow?

2010-01-28T19:18:00.001+08:00

Walao , now i got the tan line -.-
So ugly LOL , inside white , outside brown .
Play basketball too long -.-

2010-01-28T19:16:00.003+08:00

Speechless for u.
Why are you such a person -.-
You don't mean what you say.
And make use of other people
only for your own good.

Lame .

2010-01-24T00:02:00.001+08:00

River flows in you.
Nice song.
=]

,

If I know what love is, it is because of you.

2010-01-17T00:51:00.001+08:00

Goodbye my almost lover.
Goodbye my hopeless dream.

2010-01-16T09:29:00.001+08:00

I miss it.
There is already a mountain between us.
I don't have guts to climb it.

2010-01-16T09:21:00.001+08:00

Slept for 15hours (:
Damn.. My ytd dinner is still on the table.
I got to eat it for breakfast now .
LOL .
Slept from 6pm-> 9am.
xD

2010-01-15T18:23:00.001+08:00

I did not mean what i say .
My only reason is this.
I don't know what else to say if you don't believe me.

Sorry.

2010-01-15T18:04:00.003+08:00

yoyo~
Its either you forget and live on,
Or remember and do something.

Life is so bored as a student.
Everyday in class can sleep one-.-
Lessons fking boring .
Holiday mood bah ;o

2010-01-13T22:21:00.001+08:00

Its finally over.
30% happy
50% angry
20% sad

2010-01-12T23:54:00.001+08:00

OMG SO FUNNY.
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LOL , HAHAHAHHAHAAHA
watch it ;P
remember to comment :D

2010-01-12T21:46:00.004+08:00

TWOOOOOOOOOOOOOO IS BETTER THEN ONE~
THIS SUXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX
WHY U ALLLLLLLLLL SO FKING MAFAN
HATE MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
HATE MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE :D
I DONT CARE LIAO .
HAVEFUNBB.

2010-01-10T13:16:00.001+08:00

I love you but don't want you.
I miss you but I am not thinking of you.
You hurt me and I am happy.
I see you drift further day by day.

2010-01-10T12:15:00.002+08:00

Ytd went to orchard with ariel.
Bought her present for her sis
And i bought some shirts.
Then eat chicken rice that cost $5 -.-
Then we go outside walk , buy icecream ~
THEN , dunno why time flies so fast ,
already 10+ liao ..
We went hub the arcade there.
After that wanted to go to prata house.
BUT , the bus went the wrong way :(
Or we took the wrong bus *
So stuck in some isolated place.
then went back hub LOL
Then she forget to take her present -.-
SO , its my fault again :(

2010-01-09T14:36:00.004+08:00

wah , ytd talked to someone for 6 hours non-stop.
and we just made friends for 2 days only .
O.O first time sia .
Sorry for no updating for so long..
School was great ,
1st day scared xiasuay wear long pants ,
then after awhile , never feel awkward liao.
teachers are all not bad ^^
MRS SINGH IS THE BLOODY JOKER.
There are some things i need to give up now..
It will be better for me (:

2010-01-06T23:44:00.002+08:00

Will update my blog soon.

2010-01-03T23:05:00.001+08:00

FUCK FUCK ?
TMR SCHOOL LIAO LARH PCB.
UNIFORM LOOK FKING WEIRD.
+ I CANT SLEEP.
GG MAN .
WHY HOLIDAYS CANT BE FOREVER.
@_@ LIKE THAT THEN CALL HOLIDAY MARH.
SOMEMORE MY CLASS IS IN THE 4th FLOOR
ZZZ , SO HIGH FOR WHAT.
1st FLOOR CAN LIAO MARH .

2010-01-03T00:15:00.002+08:00

Today sian sian until 4+ ,
Then went to Marcus house watch dvd.
With Constance and Ariel.
The 2 siaozhabor say meet at bishan first.
Then i reach liao , come out of train .
I call them. They say they just enter the train heading to TPY.
WTF?! Crazy girls.
WASTE MY TIME . STILL BLAME ME FOR SO LONG.
Then waiting for another train , then go TPY.
Then have to wait for Marcus.
The 2 crazy girls go toilet .
Then i meet Marcus.
They 2 dunno fly whr liao . Go toilet so long.
Inside sure down there pia.
We go buy waffle , since i was hungry -.-
Then go to his house , Watched Orphan , AGAIN.
Squeeze in his noob shit sofa LOL .
so sian the show , repeat dunno how many fking time.
Then after that went to walkwalk , go 7-11 eat cupnoodles.
Constance need go home , Ariel scared alone so followed her.
Then me and Marcus go makan , LOL , sit at ppl shop,
Kena chase out by security guard.
then went home . 1 more fking day to school.
Who will be my future classmates? (:

2010-01-01T16:03:00.004+08:00

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Quite a boring day after seeing fireworks.
Got no where to go..
Walk miles and miles..
Played with glowstick :D
But anyway .
HAPPY NEW YEAR !
See the word happy?
Make sure you are (:

2010-01-01T15:47:00.001+08:00

Happy New Year everyone ! (:

2009-12-31T03:28:00.001+08:00

LOL ,
Its like a flash of lightning.
The next second,
*Poof* , everything gone (:
Back to normal.

2009-12-28T14:56:00.005+08:00

Steal your pic =X , haha .

Feel like punching my face ?;O

Why the background has to be purple/pink -.-?

2009-12-27T23:44:00.005+08:00

Rest well ,
Recover quick (:
Get well soon !

2009-12-27T23:44:00.004+08:00

Rest well ,
Recover quick (:
Get well soon !

2009-12-27T17:26:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthday Melvin kor :D

Dinner at Dempsey was great (:
LOL , abit drunk ~ baby baby~

2009-12-27T17:23:00.005+08:00

Rot at home..
I miss you ..
Wish you were beside me now.
I just wish that you know .

2009-12-27T12:00:00.003+08:00

Thank you for changing my life (:
And make me realise what is friendship and love.
I can see everything now.
I love you girl.

2009-12-25T01:43:00.003+08:00

erm.. didnt want to go out today?
Fking bored and moody.
Then SR keep ask me go -.-
Then nvm , anyway nth do.
I go find him but then he late. _l_
Then .. Constance call me ask me return $10 to her.
Cos she wanna buy present for someone?..
Saw her and junwei tgt?
Returned the money..
Nothing to do .. Wanted to follow them but..
Aiya nvm , then i go stand at somewhr .
Then they zao le .
Hais , then called wanling .
Met her , she gave me my soveinier:D
(Dont know how to spell i fail english =X)
Haha , one necklace :D
And keychain with my name on it .
thank you :D
Then slacked awhile walk to centre.
Shun ren finally called , zzz
Wait till so long .
Then went to buy bubble tea.
Slacked awhile in food court :D
Then went to arcade. playplayplay .
Then chloris called and wanted to meet wl.
then meet her lo,she was with ariel.
In the end went pool. but chloris went home.
So we 4 go play .. Ariel is most sian one.
She stone at the chair .
Played awhile , SR and A dowan go dinner with us
So me and wl go eat subway. Hungry =S
After that we walked to the drive-thru mac.
Go there sit awhile talktalk.
Then 1130 liao . we walked back to her house.
Then slacked at her void deck talk again .
its 1230 ;O , she need go home liao.
She say maybe come down when her parents sleep?
Then wait for like 30 minutes, no reply -.-
Then decided to walked home since no bus .
Listen song and sing out loud LOL ,
Cos there is no one around .
Maybe ghost lah , but i dont care .
Hope they enjoy my singing :D
Then like siao kia walk and sing . LOL
hais , finally reached home .
Today is so unplanned . everything -.-
There goes my day .
Have a Merry Christmas everyone (:
May all MY wishes come true :D

2009-12-24T13:51:00.003+08:00

I am in love with you.

2009-12-24T03:42:00.002+08:00

Went out with Constance and Ariel.
Went to orchard there ,
I want buy my shoes so i went :D
So chim sia , so many shopping mall.
Went to eat pastamania,
They 2 dunno talking what secret or something.
Then i cannot eat in peace . haha -.-
Cos curious bout what they talking .
After that went to walk (:
Constance wanted to buy a dress ;O
She go change then dont dare come out -.-
say that she look weird in dress.
But its nice ma , haha .
Then walkwalkwalk see my shoes, all so ex -.-
I found 1 I like but no size , so suay .
In the end bought a $60 shoes . Broke lah..
Then A go buy her shoes ..
After that went to cons house :D
(Finally can go to her house -.-)
why so rich de kns . I stay HDB leh .
Then went to bake our chocolate cake.
its 100% chocolate sia ,
Eat liao striaght away diabetes.
LOL , and her dog keep barking at me :(
But after awhile she likes me :D
While baking , we went to watch "Orphan"
Not even scary and Ariel scream like mad.
watched halfway went to macdonald nearby.
Then we planned to go find Siongling.
We dapao to his void deck,
And got some free popcorns from the RC?
Then we like playing hide and seek ,
finding shawn , -.-
In the end found him , slacked at void deck.
chit chat chit chat , then go his house.
miracle that his father let sia .
LOL , then constance go play the cs on the com.
NOOB LIKE SHYT . LOL .
After that slacked in his room , talked horny -.-
Then after awhile , his father asked us go back..
Walked back and say byebye ? Then i sit cab home.
Hais, today got abit weird feeling .
ok byebye :D

2009-12-23T00:33:00.004+08:00

Wow , impressed that i woke up at 9am today :]
Thats a miracle for me -.-
Then meet Jiahao at hub around 12 .
Went to bugis street burn $90 :]
Pocket got hole liao -.-
fuck , im not going to spend any more money.
Then wanted to go lan , but then sian sian.
Mai go liao , went home ..
sibei tired , wanted to nap ,
Then my mother inside my room arrange things .
Noisy siah , cannot sleep use com till 5+..
Then Constance sms say all meet go eat?
In the end only shawn ariel cons and me -.-
Then talktalktalk , shawn mus go home .
Left we 3 , feel like going home too :D
But then , at home also nth do ~.~
Went to Ariel's house cook maggie mee ?!
Ahh and her ahma made meatballs for us :D
haha play stupid games , loses eat 1 meatball.
Then they dunno go do what shit ,
Paint nails ? aiya girls stuff so mafan.
Boys better right , no need do anything.
after that watched 17 again .
They 2 shout like siao kia.
(wtf ? o_O)
Then use com awhile ..
And waited for cons mother to fetch her ?
Cos her mother cannot see boys with her ?
ohh then waitwaitwait , realise no more bus.
Then sat taxi home -.-

2009-12-19T23:11:00.003+08:00

Woke up and expecting another boring day ..
But then last minute SR call me go play pool.
Met Constance and Ariel at Macdonalds first.
SR dunno go whr , go find his fren i think.
Chat with Constance and Ariel , keep "V" me sia.
Some of you know what V means -.-
Then SR and his fren finally come.
Was hungry and thirsty then .Cons owe me fries :D
Then we go mac , 5 ppl sharing 1 medium fries -.-
How pathetic is that LOL .
After that sat bus go GrassRoots Club play pool.
On the way there , Cons keep singing LAME song D:
LOL , and very loudly . I must pretend idk her .
Finally got off the bus . woo -.-
At the entrance , the security guard kpkb -.-
Say no slippers blablabla .
Then we just walk in dont care him LOL.
Wtf , went there and it was full house .
Sit at corner and wait wait wait ..
Finally the person in charged came -.-
Played till 8 oclock . Went to YCK mrt station.
Outside there dunno whr to go .
Then SR fren started talking bout ghost stories.
Cons scared and walked away emo LOL .
Went to talk to her , dont let her emo :P
Then awhile they come to us.
Still talking bout ghost . Cons run again .
Playing catching sia .
After that we decided to go my house .
LOL abit cramped ah , but nvm can fit in :D
Watched "OBSESSED"
Cons keep say scary part scary part ,
Waited so long and its not scary . LOL
She need go home soon so we fast forward the show
Then in the lift that time ,
I go force open the door then got alarm LOL
Cons scared again . Thought the lift stuck-.-
And the next second the door open -.-?
Fetched them to the bus-stop ,and then bb.
Ciaoz~

2009-12-18T17:28:00.003+08:00

Went out with SR , Cons & Ariel ytd~
Today their turn late :P
Me and sr meet first ,
Then go walkwalk until they come .
When we meet them , cons face like drunk siah.
The whole face red LOL ,.
We took busto Ariel's house and guess what?
MAHJONG AGAIN . Her ahma so cute siah.
Then play playplay until bored .
Then play truth or dare and use com.
Her ahma still offer us $20 go makan so good.
Then we nv take haha .
We went to the nearby market eat porridge.
Talk bout stuffs & slacked awhile.
Then we all seperate and went home ,
Another day gone ~
School reopen = sian sian sian sian sian .
Then catch hair again = sian x100000000
How good will life be without DMs and Teachers.

2009-12-16T21:56:00.003+08:00

i set my alarm to 11pm instead of 11am-.-
woke up at 1pm after shun ren called me..
keep scolding myself for the stupidity .
Faster bath and rushed to meet my frens.
Met Constance ,Wanling and Shunren around 1:45.
45 minutes to prepare and meet .. haha
played pool again . No more tyco today :]
After that went to makan .
Entered a japanese store..
see the menu for like 15 minutes.
in the end left the store cos nth to eat LOL.
Then we go to eat toast bread -.- dam full.
After that go wanling house play mahjong.
I LOSE ALL SIA . but the last round i win ^^v
Sucks , no luck .
then wanling stayed home ~
and we went to makan dinner at mac.
talk alot craps .. dam full already.
Then walkwalk at hub .
Then go home lorh..
I slept in the bus again ..
Suddenly jerk , hit my head against the pole.
So suay . haha , see you guys ~

2009-12-11T19:42:00.001+08:00

~Straw Ring~

2009-12-11T01:39:00.003+08:00

Hungry .. Nothing to do..

So ordered mac :D
LOL , i sure grow fat one day..

2009-12-09T20:25:00.003+08:00

Went out with Ariel and Wanling today.
We went to bugis street :D
Inside so crowded -.- Squeeze lai squuze qu
We walked in circles .
Not knowing where we going..
I bought 1 bag for school ^^ ( finally )
Wanling bought 1 dress,
even though she want to buy more but cant find.
Then ariel just window shopping .
I spin the wheel of fortune ,
won a Bugis Strap which is super ugly.
And won some toothpicks -.- ?
lame prizes siah .
After that , we were tired and went to bugis mall
Bought some doughnuts sat at KFC and chat.
Then we took a train back to AMK ,
Went to Ariel's house to play mahjong..
Wanling won 3 times , I won 2 times..
and Ariel lose all :D
Then sat bus and went home x.x

2009-12-08T21:42:00.004+08:00

Today when out with Wanling and Shunren,
We went to play pool.
Wanling got so many tyco shots!
After 1 hour + of playing pool,
We went to Wanling's house ,
At first planned to watch movies but
we played mahjong instead .
I so noob siah , they bully me nia :(
Then we went out for dinner ,
Went to eat subway ,
and Wanling seems to know everyone there.
After that we go jalan jalan , and arcade :D
We talked about "Final Destination"
And Wanling covered her ears LOL.
Then we went to Macdonalds ,
Took some straws .
Then I started teaching Shunren and Wanling
how to fold straw hearts :X
Then we walk to the bus-stop
At first wanna slack at void deck de
but Shun Ren need go home.
Then in the end all went home.
And then i had my 2nd round of dinner.
Gonna burst man -.-

2009-12-07T20:55:00.005+08:00

Sleep till 2..
then Gary called me go play basketball.
Pig right? I know :X
We played till 5+
After that we walked to AMK hub.
Walked around to look at bags to buy..
Then went to subway to say hi to Wanling:D
Hahaha , she looks funny with the cap
So hardworking siahh ..
Post some other day , thanks for your time ^^

2009-12-07T14:59:00.003+08:00

Miss 206 dearly..
Everyone go different class :(

2009-12-07T03:45:00.007+08:00

Chalet :D

2009-12-07T03:39:00.001+08:00

Bored and drew a girl of my fantasy :D

2009-12-07T02:56:00.003+08:00

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